You’re My Wonderwall

* I dont believe that ANYBODY feels the way I do about YOU now *wink* lol

Today is gonna be the day
That they’re gonna throw it back to you
By now you should’ve somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I’m sure you’ve heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don’t believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don’t know how

Because maybe
You’re gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You’re my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they’ll never throw it back to you
By now you should’ve somehow
Realized what you’re not to do
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don’t know how

I said maybe
You’re gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You’re my wonderwall

I said maybe
You’re gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You’re my wonderwall

Said maybe
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
You’re gonna be the one that saves me

-Emotions..emotions…emotions..this song has played an important role in many parts and stages of my life-

PONCHO!!!

This reminds me of a post a few months ago about wanting a dog very badly..right after watching “Marley and Me”. And finally…yes, FINALLY, I got myself a cute lil pup. His name is Poncho..as you know ‘A poncho is a garment designed to keep the body warm, or if made from a watertight material, to keep dry during rain’. I feel that this is perfectly suited for him as this lil one will be with me through thick n thin. 🙂

He is just 7 weeks old..light brown, adorable eyes and round lil body that makes you wanna just cuddle him. When I went to see these pups, I was a little nervous, not knowing which dog to pick. Becca told me that its not me that will pick the right dog…but the dog will apparently pick me and true enough this one just followed me about everywhere I went..bitting and pulling my jeans. Heheheh. ADORABLE.

After bringing him back..I started freaking out..after realizing that it’s not really gonna be easy. It was a few days of sleepless nights as he cried pitifully so much so that I almost started crying too. lol. And then the poop and pee cleaning moments..sigh..Im glad to say that Im getting used to it. It’s fun just playing with him and having a lil brown thing follow u around..oh..priceless.

Took him to the vet on Monday, and he apparently has some skin disease. In other words..he has Scabies..which is pretty freaky as it obviously can transmit to humans but the vet said he’ll be fine after 3 weeks of shots and medication. He got dewormed too and will be vaccinated soon enough.

I just kissed him good night and wrapped him in a warm towel. Hehhehe..I forsee much happy moments and good times with Poncho around..Bliss! 🙂

I am….

I am a dreamer

I am a believer of destiny and karma

I am a true Gemini

I am the type of girl that laughs at random things that happened yesterday

I am the type of girl that goes estatic when I’m in a tunnel

I am the type of girl that hates cucumbers..(heheheh)

I am the type of girl that cries after watching a love story

I am the type of girl that is very much passionate about friendship

I am the type of girl that envelopes life with friends

I am a believer of God’s plan

I am a God-fearing person that is not afraid to live life

I am the type of girl that plays the events of the day in my mind before I sleep

I am the type of girl that thinks about you and smiles

I am the type of girl that would rather be still than to do anything about something in my heart

I am the type of girl that puts on a mask and tries to make you smile

I am the type of girl that has strong emotions for you

I am the type of girl that believes in herself

I am the type of girl that questions almost everything

I am the type of girl that knows that this is all a dream.

I am ME..the girl I look at each day in the mirror..as my mind starts to wonder!

-Bev-

Beach!

Feeling all knotted up..I want a vacation by the beach. Somehow the beach makes me totally calm..everytime I face an issue..I head to the beach. Its like a serene moment when the wind blows thru my hair, while I watch the sunset and hear the waves. It somehow allows me to leave a lot of things behind as I head home. It somehow gives me answers on what I need to do. It somehow makes me a lil more positive and happy! I want the beach!

Since Im on a 7 week break, I plan to do this. To rejuvenate myself..hehehe! I need it..I badly need it. I need some answers..I need to sit by the beach and pray for an answer..apparently that always helps. I’ll never forget my trip to PD about 4 years ago..when I so needed to get a hold of myself. My aunty took me there and that was the much needed break. I remember one night walking by the beach..all dark..the wind blowing thru my hair..trying to erase my memory on a few things. The water was cool and nice..and then I decided to pray..Thanking god for the marvellous view and praying for guidance to help me erase a few things. That was a point of my life when things were pretty crappy and I was on the edge. After the lil pray, I decided to sit still and listen to the waves..seconds later…God decided to answer my prayers. A very special person decided to call and check on me..and told me that everything was gonna be ok. He apparently had the sudden urge to speak to me. That night as I lay my head to sleep, i reliazed that there’s so much more to life..and knowing that I will go back one day to that very beach to seek more answers.

True enough, 4 years later, here I am..at a good point in my life..yet needing answers to be revealed to me. Wondering if this is what was chosen for me..wondering if I am making the right move..wondering if you will be a part of my story. So yeah..its time to head back to a beach to help me get through this..coz apparently, this is deep. 🙂

*and YES..tunnels still RULE*
heheheheh