I won’t give up on us

When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not
And who I am

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up
Still looking up.

I won’t give up on us (no I’m not giving up)
God knows I’m tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We’ve got a lot to learn (we’re alive, we are loved)
God knows we’re worth it (and we’re worth it)

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

* Coz..Giving up on us now..at this point of time would be crazy..and coz, You make me believe*

2012

Stepping into this year was scary. I had too much expectations for the new year in the past, that when I stepped into this year I had none, and it got me a lil nervous. In the past, its always about wanting to do this and that..but this year, I decided to keep it simple. No expectations, less drama.

I started this year doing something different. I clubbed. Well, let’s face it, I’m not getting younger, so why not let loose and go party. It was done pretty ravishly. With a quick dinner, drinks and a some champagne. As 2011 drew to a close, I felt a lil choked.I felt lost, like as if walking into 2012 was the end of my comfort zone. So on the 31st, I decided to spend some alone time with God. I had to thank HIM for everything. The past, the present, the future. I prayed for my losses, my achievements, my friends-be it the close ones and the not-so-close ones, the blessed moments,the random smiles, the 2nd chances, the family-far and near. 2011 was a huge impact in my life thus far. It was the most amazing year, the year I grew up. One word: Beautiful!

So, 2012, You and me are still new friends, trying to get to know each other. Looks like there might be some good times as well. Many weddings to come this year. That scares me..a whole lot. But, I’ll pull thru.