The world according to Beverlyn Nathan











{April 11, 2008}   Vacation

  I think I’m in need of a vacation. Just to be away from everything,just to unwind a little. University has started, and so far, its not that nice. I’m still unsure of the subject that I’m supposed to be taking this semester as my mentor has no clue what is going on. Hmmm..the irony of that!

  I’ve got an invitation to go to Kuantan next week. So, I’m really thinking about skipping my classes, packing my bags,switching off my phone and going over. It’ll be really good He says….hmm..hopefully I will make it there. There’s too much drama involved recently, too much to do. I actually dont even know why I bother blogging..but I guess I’m bored!

  Today,when I woke up…I couldn’t help but smile, thinking about my previous blog and I how I felt after I wrote it. So, I somehow knew today was gonna be a whole lot better. And it was! I had a good lunch with my mum, got back and decided to bake something. I tried my hands on some ‘Butter Bread Pudding’ today. And, oh well, It was really good! It turned out well, and I even made a vanilla sauce to accompany it..ooooo..sooo good! And I had a really nice dinner with Jo-ann, It was good to have some ‘girl time’ with someone so dear to me. So yes, today turned out fine.

  So, I’m guessing that this whole plan about trying to live out my dreams is really working out well, coz It’s lifting up my spirit after what happened a few days ago. And it’s Finally teaching me to value the gift of words and also the things I take for granted. I’ve been thinking about Rebecca too, really miss her a lot. It’s good to know that she’ll be back soon. Can’t wait!

  Though things are looking a bit better today..there’s still a part of me which is very much in the dark. A part of me that’s dying for a vacation. A few days by the beach would definitely do my soul good. There’s still a lot healing that should take place. So, I guess the sun,sea,water, a nice hotel room and good company would do me good. Looks like I will come there! I will give u call in the morning!

-Now I’ve gotta think bout the excuse that I need to give my lecturers..Damn!!-

 

 



{April 10, 2008}   I have a dream…

I have a dream. A dream which remains bright, a dream which lights up the fire in me. I have a dream to share my life with people who need a little comfort. I have a dream to reach out to touch a child hand, to wipe a tear, to put a smile back on a child’s face. I have a dream to live my life to the fullest to be an inspiration to others, so that they too may live life the best that they can. I want to touch lives, even for a minute, as long as I know that I have been a part of someones life and brought them joy…even for a second.

  I pray that I will be a person that adds joy to someones life. I hope that I will be the person that is able to look someone in the eye and truly mean what I say. I pray that I will change lives. I dream big….I know that all these will not be possible without my pillar of strength, My Lord. My most important purpose of life itself. Without You..I’m nothing in this great weird world.

  Dreams can be dreamt, but the question is….do we strive hard enough to make it happen? I am on a mission, to try to make every one of my dream come true..even if it’s gonna take all my strength and my lifetime. It’s never easy, well, nothing comes easy. There are people constantly trying to pull you down,they can be your very own friends and dear ones. They may even treat you so bad that you sometimes wonder how far is too far? People often say things that they don’t mean, in good things and in bad. They often use words that they dont mean,intending to cause hurt, but what if they’ve caused more hurt then they intended too? Then what happens? Do we just forgive and forget? Do we just pretend things never happened?

  Life, Its funny, isn’t it? People walk around day by day, saying and doing things that don’t really make them happy. Well, that is why I choose to live out my dreams. Not only for the benefit of myself, but also to make people realise that words are a very powerful tool and the best thing to do is to use it wisely. Dreams are not meant to be dreamt and kept away…but its meant to be dreamt and lived through.

  Imagine making life  happier and abundantly blest. Imagine how many people will start smiling again if only they know how to live they’re dreams. Many live in ignorance, but hopefully those who don’t will be able to bring more smiles into this world…into our lives.

*Imagine a child’s laughter,the angelic voice of a lover, the gentle look on a mother face, and tenderness of a stranger’s smile*

 I have a dream….I dream to make all my dreams be a living testimony of the life I lead. I dream to live a happy life though it takes many sharp turns. I dream to be a whole lot happier in the morning,keep smiling thru the day and sleep with a peaceful aura around me. I dream to make my life better so that I can make other lives better.



{April 1, 2008}   Heroes-End of Volume 2

  It was a shocking ending to Volume 2….I’m still amazed! It seriously was a fantastic, thrilling, and exciting way to end it. There were like several gasp from me..and my mum kept giving me her looks…and she kept rolling her eyes..hehe.

  So yes…Sylar has apparently gained all his power back with a dose of Claire’s blood( the cure for the virus), and Nikki…haih…Nikki was involved in an explosion..I still dont want to assume that she’s dead..coz u know..They’re like HEROES..they might just resurect or sumthing. And then there’s Nathan Petrelli being shot by sum weirdo. Oh..so much drama!!!

  Now, Ive gotta wait for ages till the next volume starts..Damn the writers strike!! Hopefully it will be out soon..cant wait! Tuesday night will never be the same again without my one-sweet-hour of HEROES!



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