I hereby proclaim this day the best day of 2008. I have fallen in love all over again with each and every member of Backstreet Boys. I’ve waited 13 years for this one day and finally after 6 hours of standing, I finally got to see them perform. Let me start of by elaborating the whole day..lol.

  I woke up early on wednesday, picked out what to wear then after a long wait, Jo came over to get me. So, obviously we had to look good, so we went on to bangsar to our threading after lunch..lol. After that, we drove to Sunway Pyramid in “Backstreet Mobile” with all the sensational hits of BSB blarring out. hehe….so ok..we got there, then after a little walking around and some mindless chatter and also people-watching..me and Jo made our way to the entrance to the Surf beach.

  The time was almost 5.20 pm when we got there, and the organisers told us that we could only go in at 7.00pm. The weather was not looking to good..and after a few minutes..it started raining!!!!!!!! We obviously got wet, then finally ran for shelter. So, there we were waiting and after a few annoying calls (hehe) and making new friends…..my feet was aching..and it was getting pretty cold. So..finally…finally at about 7.35pm they let us in. All I could think of was when they let me in..was to RUN!!! Yes, I ran down the escalator and actually left Jo behind..hehe. But hey..all that running finally paid off with an awesome view of the stage…we very quite near.

  After about an hour or so…the show begin..and all I knew is that I felt like I revisited the part of me which felt so good. Those younger days, with all the moments of BSB…haih!! Beyond comprehension!! Beverlyn was on cloud nine..even Jo had that look on her face. I screamed so much till my throat still aches..hehe. The show was really good, every performance was breathtaking..every dance move was so energetic and well presented. These were the boys whom I fell in love with as a kid…and now, I’ve fallen in love all over again. It was an awesome concert, the song that were performed were really good and they have matured so much.

  They looked really good, Nick looks really good now and he has this all-man look now..compared to his kiddo days…hehe. AJ..well..he was just sexy with his dance moves..oh yeah..(but he is balding..hehe) still hot though..and Brian..hmm..with his same old cheeky grin that we all fell in love with. And Howie D, wow…he looks really really good, Its like he’s …nevermind…he’s just really hot now! So yes, I’m sure u can tell how excited I was when I saw them on stage.

 Me and Jo manged to snap a whole lotta pictures and a few vidoes too. It was worth every penny, every muscle ache, every drop of sweat,every ounce of strenght. It was a really good concert. BSB, I love u guys!!

Thanx for a wonderful time Jo…and to the rest, Auggy, Becca and Nick, it was awesome to share this experience with u all…Muaks!! 

  I’m am so thrilled, I cant even stop smilling. I have been talking about it non-stop. I AM GOIN to watch The Backstreet Boys Unbreakable tour…woooHooooo!!! You have no idea how this makes me feel. I have been like a hug fan of them ever since I was 9 years old, So here I am..almost turning 22 this year….and finally…..finally, I get to watch them Live.

  I’ve had a real huge crush on Nick Carter..I’ve even had loads of dreams abou them….*sigh*. But then I suddenly realize Nick was too..umm…how do I say this…oh alright, well, I felt he was to gay..(hehe). Then I had a crush on Kevin..oh my, He is so super sexy. With his green eyes, and his dark hair..oh my……he is hot!! And then there’s the badboy..AJ..he is smokin’ too…..with all his tattoos and his voice…Brian has a real good voice..and Howie D is a charmer. znow, finally, I get to witness these hotties live in action.

  I dont even think I can sleep tonight! It’s really amazing that we actually got tickets at the very last minute…Thank God. So, here’s to an awesomely hot and rocking concert 2mrw…BSB rox!!! (oh no..now I’m staring to sound like a 14 year old)…who cares..its’ BSB ya’ll!!!!!!!!!! Wooohoooo!!!

  Arrrghhh!!! It’s on Monday..oh god!! And guess what?? I dont even know what I’m gonna present. Yes, I can crap, But how can I possibly crap in MALAY??? And..better yet..How can I crap in front of the DEAN?? Ish,ish…just gotta try my luck I guess…Give him a cheeky smile…a wink..and voila!! An ‘A’ for my presentation..(Ya,rite..I wish)

  I actually gotta admit, that I’m kinda impressed that I manage to complete my thesis..(that’s like a whole 60 pages of science,and more scientific fact) in a week…Yup, A Week!! Well, the typical last-minute person as I am, I conviniently decided to enjoy my internship and little did I know that I was supposed to hand in my thesis this week..and not as how it was planned..( one month later). So, now, all that’s left to do is my absract,my penghargaan nonsence and then the index…boring..but hmm..gotta do it la.

  Another news is…I’m actually gonna start University on the 17th of March..I need a break…!!! But sadly, I don’t think I’m gonna get it. I complete my diploma on the 3rd and continue straight to my 2nd year of degree on the 17th..Im just exhausted!! But I guess, the faster I start, the faster I can get to make money!!! Hehe..

  Anyway, looks like I’ve gotta get back to my work..or maybe a few more other blogs,hehe. Wish me luck people..I would really need it..(and I can’t decide what to wear..hmm..any suggestions??)

  I spoke to Des yesterday, and I found out that the little one is more active now, with all the crying n what not. I’ve received more pictures of her..Oh god!!! She’s is so adorable…I just wish I could cuddle her..hmm. I’ve been looking at her pictures again and again…

  Love this little one so much. Why does Canada have to be so damn far?? why? why? Haih…I miss my Dezzo too…

Love you little baby…My little Angelica

Oh god!! It’s so very stressful.Yes, it’s all my fault to begin with. I’ve had 4 months to complete my thesis..but no, I had to keep all the work to the very last minute to actually start typing. Yes..I know, I know…it’s really not very smart of me. Now, I find myself staring at my laptop for hours, trying so hard not to fall asleep while I translate every word of english to BM. And yes, my thesis is in BM. *sigh*… I can’t wait for all this to be over and done with. Now, I’ve even started dreaming about it. Hmm, Ive spent 3 years for this and now when it’s almost ending..Im finding it so hard to breathe. Ish.ish….Looks like I wont be able to update my blog that often. Coz I seriously need to type my SOP(standard operating procedures) and thats like about 100 pages. And then there’s my presentation which I have to prepare and then there’s my thesis….Hopefully I will still be able to breathe when all this ends…Haih!! Wish me luck guys..

At about 1.36pm, I received a call while I was at work,and u know the lab rules, of not picking up calls during work..bla bla bla..But somehow, I just had to pick this call up. I heard a faint voice of someone I loved to talk to, someone whom I really miss…*sigh*..(damn the distance) oh well, it was none other than my Desiree@ Crazyface..hehe. The news that she quickly filled me in brought music to my ears. My cousin Camille, had given birth to a beautiful and healthy baby girl and I was the first family member to receive this good news, as promised. Love ya Des. It didn’t really set in until I called Becca and told her. After that I just had a huge smile on my face,ran into the lab and proclaimed the news out loud to all there. Happily, I went for my ward rounds, I even told my Boss about it..(though she wasn’t really interested in my story)..hehe…But I was ecstatic.

It’s an honour to be called ‘Atthai’..and nope…I didn’t want to be called ‘Aunt Bev’..coz I feel the indian version of that kinda makes it more personal. So, I guess I’m gonna be the crazy Atthai that will prolly feed her with loads of wacky ideas and at the same time try to keep a straight face while I be a good example to her..lolz. Oh boy, am I excited!! So here now begins this wonderful journey of witnessing many family members and also friends, bring little beautiful lives into this world. The feeling is beyond comprehension. I have learned to love this baby…(I’m gonna call her Angelica@ Angel) ever since I heard that Camille was pregnant. Little Angelica or in other words, my little Angel is a very very precious gift to all of us. This child will always remain close to my heart though we are all separated by distance.

I’m loving every moment of this, every night before I go to bed, I think about her and lift a little prayer for her. She’s such a beautiful sight, I wish I could hold her and cuddle her..Oh well, now I have to save up cash to go to Canada..But damn..it’s so friggin expensive..*sigh*. Someday..yeah..someday, I’ll make it there to be with my little Angel..the little one that will always remain special and dear to me. Love u little one.

Signing off,

-A very proud Atthai-

I just love this piece..It’s a frame and one of my birthday gifts..everytime I feel a little down..This is able to boost me up again.

*Hold on to your dreams,and never let them go.

*Show the world how wonderful you are!

*Give circumstances a chance,and give others the benefit of the doubt.

*Wish on a star that shines in your sky

*Take on your problem one by one and work things out.

*Pely on all your strength you have inside

*Let loose of the sparkle and spirit that you sometimes try to hide.

*Stay in touch with those who touch your life with love.

*Look on the bright side and don’t let adversity keep you from winning.

*Be yourself,because you are filled with special qualities that have brought you this far,and that will always see you through

*Keep your spirit up.

*Make your heart happy,and let if reflect on everything you do!

  Hi, Ive been meaning to start a blog but never had the time to do so..and Ive also completely neglected the blog page on friendster..*sigh*….so well, now I guess it’s just time to start a real decent one. So, a little intro 1st k…

 Most people know me as the ‘loud one’..hehe…but I guess living out the true Gemini in me..I also have a very quite side which is almost unknown to many. A part of me which actually does a whole lot of  self-reflection,thinking and obviously crazy stuffs.. This is the part of me which I normally choose to write or blog about…Oh yes…let’s include a whole lot of emo-ness to that list..hehe…

  I guess this blog will be some of my innermost feelings, my thoughts and a whole lot drama..(I cant help it…I’m a natural drama queen)….So, peeps, read on….and enjoy all the drama…hehe.

xoxo,

Bev